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7th October 2011

Link reblogged from K&T Photography with 8 notes

Curves are Sexy!: The reason for this blogs existence... →

curvy-sexy:

For too long, any woman that isn’t the mainstream media’s definition of sexy or that can’t squeeze into a size 2 has been portrayed as unattractive and taught to cover their body and curves. I say show what you were given, be happy with who you are, thin, curvy, chunky, etc. Everyone is beautiful…

Tagged: curvychubbysexybeautybeautifulfashionfatshionconfidenceacceptancecurvy sexy

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6th October 2011

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hisonlybabygirl:

A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was “This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?”The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way: “Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness.They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia.They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires.Mermaids do not exist.But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish?They would have no sex life and could not bear children.Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad.And, who wants a girl that smells like fish by his side?Without a doubt, I’d rather be a whale.At a time when the media tells us that only thin is beautiful, I prefer to eat ice cream with my kids, to have dinner with my husband, to eat and drink and have fun with my friends.We women, we gain weight because we accumulate so much wisdom and knowledge that there isn’t enough space in our heads, and it spreads all over our bodies.We are not fat, we are greatly cultivated.Every time I see my curves in the mirror, I tell myself: “How amazing am I ?! “
(The girl on the picture is French model Tara Lynn)

hisonlybabygirl:

A while back, at the entrance of a gym, there was a picture of a very thin and beautiful woman. The caption was “This summer, do you want to be a mermaid or a whale?”

The story goes, a woman (of clothing size unknown) answered the following way:

“Dear people, whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, seals, curious humans), they are sexually active and raise their children with great tenderness.
They entertain like crazy with dolphins and eat lots of prawns. They swim all day and travel to fantastic places like Patagonia, the Barents Sea or the coral reefs of Polynesia.
They sing incredibly well and sometimes even are on cds. They are impressive and dearly loved animals, which everyone defend and admires.

Mermaids do not exist.

But if they existed, they would line up to see a psychologist because of a problem of split personality: woman or fish?
They would have no sex life and could not bear children.
Yes, they would be lovely, but lonely and sad.
And, who wants a girl that smells like fish by his side?

Without a doubt, I’d rather be a whale.

At a time when the media tells us that only thin is beautiful, I prefer to eat ice cream with my kids, to have dinner with my husband, to eat and drink and have fun with my friends.

We women, we gain weight because we accumulate so much wisdom and knowledge that there isn’t enough space in our heads, and it spreads all over our bodies.
We are not fat, we are greatly cultivated.
Every time I see my curves in the mirror, I tell myself: “How amazing am I ?! “

(The girl on the picture is French model Tara Lynn)

Tagged: Tara Lynnmodelwomenweightmermaidwhaletara lynn

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6th October 2011

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Darkness

Not sure where to start
Not sure where to even begin
All I know is its dark
And I am looking in

I’m a normal person on the outside
But broken to pieces inside
Everything seems so dark and blurry
Even when something happens to you so young its weird how it leaves its mark.

I am so terrified to be alone
I am so terrified of the dark
I’m always looking over my shoulder when I am alone.
Always looking over my shoulder even when I am at home.

This is not normal to me
I don’t know what to do
All I see is darkness
When I look inside of me.

I so bad want that door to open
And for me to see what really happen
All I get is darkness
All I feel is pain
Nothing clear its just too blurry

I need to know what happen to me that night
It made me who I am today
I cant heal if I don’t open that door all the way
God please let me see whats on the other side of that door
Better yet let me see who is standing over me

God you are the only one that knows who it is
I’m tired of hiding in the dark
I just want to be able to walk in
I want to see what he did to me

I promise I will not crumble
I promise I will not cry
I need to know what happen that night
I’m tired of living this lie

I want to carry on with my life
I want to start to heal
This is not something to just walk away from
This is very real.

I will not turn my back and walk away
I want to open that door
And see what happen on the other side




4th October 2011

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7.18.05

I hope you can forgive me
Please say you will
I didn’t know you were there
If I did I wouldn’t of picked up that drink
I wouldn’t of smoked that cigarette
I feel so horrible inside
Part of me has just died
I thought it was impossible to have you
Was told by doctors that I couldn’t conceive
Something so precious
I wanted this so bad
If I had known…
If I could feel you move
Instead my body rejected you
Even though you were just a dot
You were my dot
You caused me a couple mornings of sickness
Really bad stomach pains
Some sleep less nights
And I would give it all to have it all again
But now I have even more sleepless nights
Now that you no longer remain
And a piece of me had gone with you
Now its driving me insane.
This is one of many secrets that I keep
Not sure how to tell anyone this
I keep wondering if the other half would want to know
I made the best choice to keep it to myself
The other half wouldn’t be able to handle this
Now I have to lay this dot to rest
Words cant say how sorry I am today
I think that is why god is punishing me today.
I had the option to have you don’t you see
But since I didnt know you were there I acted very carelessly.
I am sorry for what I did.
Mommy loves you and I still cry in my sleep
I hope you can forgive me when we meet.

Tagged: 7.18.05poetrypoem

4th October 2011

Photo reblogged from Bmore Born with 46 notes

fullfiguredpotential:

Hope & Harvest Fall Capsule ‘11

fullfiguredpotential:

Hope & Harvest Fall Capsule ‘11

Tagged: curvescurvyfull figuredfashionpinkhope and harvest

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4th October 2011

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Repeat

She stands there by herself
Just starring into his eyes
Wishing that she’d be seen
As she quickly starts to cry.

All those nights
She just wonders why….
Why cant she be pretty like the other girls
Maybe then, he’d give her a try

Then one night
She decides that its time…
Time to move on,
Hoping to find another guy who wont commit the same repeated crime.

But no,
She finds herself once again crying
The love she has cant be stopped
After all….
Cant you see how hard I’m trying?????

Tagged: Repeatpoetrypoemacceptance

4th October 2011

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You Think

You think
I know what I’m doing
If only you could hear
The pounding of my heart
You think
I’m confident
If only you could see
The shaking of my hands
Hid beneath
Crumpled papers
You say I know who I am
When in reality
I’m lost
And that I have a strong voice
But I only speak loudly
To cover up the noise
Of the butterflies in my chest
I can pretend
To be everything
You say I am
I can wish I really were
But I donot know how
You can think
I am

Tagged: You Think

4th October 2011

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Black and White

He grabs
My Hand
I savor the blissful
warmth
of his touch
my eyes
smile
into his
our fingers linked

Black white Black white Black
white Black white Black white

same
number of fingers
bound together
I count
ten

Tagged: Black and Whitepoetrypoemlove

4th October 2011

Photoset reblogged from K&T Photography with 13 notes

Tagged: Forever 21Plus SizeFashion

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4th October 2011

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royalempress:

Destroyed.

royalempress:

Destroyed.

Tagged: destroyedquotes

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